I WANT TO THANK ALL WHO

 VISIT & LIGHT ADAMS CANDLE

A young man forever living in the arms of the Lord
God Bless you Son!

I've put together here some pages
of my works of my son for all. Please enjoy them as I lay them before you & maybe it will spark some imagination for you to take a trip down your own memory lane. Adam passed away in the early spring morning of April 27 2005 & will be truely forever missed.

You no longer need to ask approval to anyone but your own
now you've entered heavens doors a man, but your not alone
Decisions will be made, by your heart and our Lord above
to give peace through eternity, with Gods never ending love

I will always be in your heart, with every path that you take
while still walking beside you and every step that you make
I was your dad on earth, you were my son and a best friend
this is the prayer I give to you and with undying love I send

I still visit memories of you in thought, walks, and in prayer
sometimes I turn around suddenly, hoping to find you there
I will always miss you son, in my life you played a big part
and the day you went away, with you.... also went my heart

So carry it carefully friend, and keep it safe while I'm away
for I will see you soon, and share it with you again one day
Take care my son, my compadre, ...my hugs & kisses to you
we will be together again when my purpose here is through..

Adam J Boehling was born in Fountain Valley, calif on Nov 10 1986. We named him Justin for "just in time" He grew up in a small town of chino hills, calif. Always had a love for motorcycles and motocross, (got pretty good too) He was a great cook, always had a job. (hated being broke) He loved music like 50 cent, puff daddy, N/ B.I.G.,Topac. I remember coming outside in the evening time and see him and his friends huddling in a circle doing there (flowing) He could do it with the best of them. He had a smile that was ear to ear, the biggest brown eyes. He moved to riverside co. with his dad and brother and later moved with his dad to North Carolina. no matter where he moved, he could make friends so easy. Adam was the kindest boy you would ever want to meet. If you were cold, he would give you the shirt off his back. If you were hungry, he would help you find food. If you were in trouble, he'd be the first one there to help, he didn't have much but gave what he had. His dad and him rode a motorcycle from coast to coast (approx 2600 mi) they had such a blast. He finished up his schooling and got his diploma in N.C. When he turned 18, got his drivers lic (he was so proud that day) He got his first car (a mustang) In N.C is where he met the girl of his dreams, Erica. Boy you just couldn't tear them two apart. He was so smart, Adam was an absolute Gorgeous young man, A heart as big as the ocean, always wanted to help someone. Stubborn as a mule, but a heart of gold. We lost Adam early morning on April 27 2005. Adam has three sisters in california. Lacey, Rylee, and Hope and he cared about his little sisters very much. Adam also has an older brother Joshua, which he grew up very close with. They had their moments but, his brother loved him so much. Adam also has a little brother Nicholas and was just getting to know his big brother. He left behind allot of people that cared so much about him, and will always carry him in their heart. We all miss you so much son and you will forever be etched in our hearts. May you rest in peace. We will see you again in heaven,

                                                                  your pops

Their is a very special Angel that lives in my heart,
who resides deep within, since my Son had to part.
My special "Angel" is forever eight-teen years old,
and he keeps me warm, when I feel out in the cold.

Bringing precious memories on a bright sunny day,
always helps me find [myself] when I lose my way.
Even though he's close bye, I always miss him here,
this Angels my best friend and I still hold him dear!

Sometimes he will sing to my aching soul for awhile,
or may tap me on a shoulder that brings out a smile.
His soft laugh plays.... like a hymn within this mind,
of this brown eyed kid, that was so gentle and kind.

Once in awhile my angel will rustle trees in the night,
then warm up my heart to show me that he is alright.
This Angel is my "Son" that keeps an eye on his pop,
and his love in my heart {not one day} will ever stop.

I can feel his tears when it rains {so hard} on my soul,
the sadness inside asking "why" he had to pay this toll?
He has these beautiful white wings and is laced in gold,
for my special Angel is...
                          "forever eight-teen years old"

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Although I have fallen into a "Classic" Age and time,

I still feel ~a little dashing~ and well within my prime.

My bodies become more weathered as my days move on,

and I have alot of lovin in me left to give before I am gone.

I have seen much beauty {for it comes in so many stages}

while stories of pain and misery, fill some of these pages.

Life has been lived fast, with too few times to turn around,

but precious memories hold me on firm upon the ground.

Always been a fighter, never letting much get in my way,

with not to many of the; 'Oh well, its just another day'

My children have kept me young, I try to stay up to date,

and the true meaning of God, with love for him ~I await~

Fast and fancy cars with an Integrity overiding any shame,

Yes, also devastating loses is why I don't "Play the game!"

Irreplaceable smiles of a child will continue to hold the key,

to the heart of this 'Ol Man, and things 'Just meant to be'.

Reach within this soul, you'll touch the truth's that I keep,

{Remember} whether 'Bad or good' some cut very deep!

Close your eyes and rest those "Soft fingers" upon my lips,

and I'll sing you some memories, through your fingertips.

You will live on in all of our hearts for eternity sweet boy

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Stepping through the stone of heaven and earth
seeing a reflection of 'Once what was mine
Only the fading sun seems to cloud my memories
of these past judgements that I've hastily made

They will forever remain within this heart
never to allow a second chance to change my path
Tears fall upon "An Angels shoes" with pain
leaving only the scars of ~Yesterdays Promises~

My heart is filled with overflowing sunshine
from this loving spirit that guides my soul
The skies dim hue of greys still settle in my heart
while the Wind Whispers for a gentler day

Trees let go of lifeless leaves and softly drift away
as the season takes on a brand new transformation
I shall watch over you within the windows of time
to a spring morning that fell on Yesterdays Promises

As the sun reaches through a distant dark cloud
the seagull sits perched so timid and proud
Taking in the warmth from the gentle waters breeze
after his long returning flight over the ocean keys
Nothing to fear as these rolling waves relax his mind
while the forces of nature being suttle and refined
Soon the tide will rise and he'll begin to depart
with wings brushing the skies like a work of art
This sun will soon set across these waters afar
and again bring back the brilliance of an evening star
Quite far away from this gentle place of the mind
a lonely man heartaches from loss of his boy so kind 
The tears reach through this same distant dark cloud
his soul mourns on and screams abruptly out loud
Unlike the seagull, sorrow encases this mans flight
clouded memories continue to unbalance clear sight
He too with nothing to fear and beyond turning back 
forces of nature this time have not cut him any slack
Soon his heart too shall rise and begin to depart
as wings from angels brush the sky like works of art
And the sun again will set across these waters afar
returning this time with a new brilliant evening star
Until such a time that these two souls can again mend
he must live with just memories of his Son and best friend

If I could see what tomorrow would bring...                                  
Today I'd have kissed you before you went out the door,
while telling you I loved you and kissed you once more.

If I could see what tomorrow would bring...                                 
I would have taken the day off just to spend it with you,
shared the "Wonderful memories" we had been through.

If I could see what tomorrow would bring...                                
Today would have a start, and would never see an end,
you would have known that you were my "best friend".

If I could see what tomorrow would bring...                               
I would hug you so tight and I'd never let go of you son,
every hug I gave, alittle more love I'd put into each one.

If I could see what tomorrow would bring...                              
I would have lasso'd and tied up the sun to hold it away,
so I could show you how much I love you one more day.

It's impossible to see what tomorrow brings...                         
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, before you went away,
for there is many things to you that I would love to say! 
 

I just wanted to Thank you dad for the little time we had together,
now that I am on my way to Heaven, without you will seem forever.
I strolled through Heaven's gates I was greeted by a Heavenly host,
He said Follow me my little one, I will show you who loves you most.

I Looked into "Heaven's portals" and I gazed through looking down,
and all alone there stood my dad, with this bright light all around.
Now.... I know you are not alone, I saw Jesus standing at your side,
he will help with all your sorrow and with you he will always abide.

I asked our Lord here in Heaven as he took & sat me up on his knee,
when it is time for my dad to come, can his soul again be with me.
I know it's so hard to understand, my time on earth was very short,
just keep me in your memories and hold this love alive in your heart.

If you look toward the heavens, you will see my star shining bright,
I thank God for all your blessings, in your dreams I'll visit each night.
I love you more than at my birth, I thank you for life to me you gave,
A crown of pearls is now waiting here for giving him my soul to save..

Adam J Boehling
11/10/86 to 04/27/05

You were my son that I once had
and am really proud to have been your dad
I guess you had pain I just didn't understand
Wish you would have come to me, and taken my hand.

Lately I don't seem to get much sleep at night
my pillows soaked from tears, from missing your sight
You broke allot of hearts when you left this place
with only memories left, I constantly chase.

There is one star in the sky at night, I continue to see
I wonder if it's you, looking down upon me?
I miss you son, words could ever express how I feel
I have this pain in my heart that will never heal.

Such beautiful brown eyes, with a heart so free
"Oh Lord" you reminded me so much of me!"
I see you in the faces of children when I look around
but the uniqueness you retained, remains to be found.

You my dear son were definitely one of a kind
with the biggest heart of gold, such a rarity to find
These words are you son 'Lord please let them through
don't ever forget, this old man will always love you.

God bless you boy....your pops